Fuck. I'm damn bloody pissed today. And perhaps tomorrow. And perhaps the day after tomorrow. So don't talk to me. Don't message me. Don't call me. Just don't talk to me. I'm in such a bloody bad mood you wouldn't want to set me off. Or. Face my fury and wrath. Screw you. Yes, you. Just freaking get away from me. And leave me alone. ALONE!!!!!! I love my Dad and Mum and I think they're the best in the world.

Guess what guess what! I bought something at the M)phosis sale today! You see you see! This gorgeous tweed skirt from M)phosis. Yes I bought a Medium! It's loose and it hangs on the hips but who knows! I might grow fat! Next time! Then you see you see! The price tag? $55.65? See? Expensive hor? But then guess what! Notice the amount I paid? Only $27.83!! OMG! That's 50% off! Wahahahahahaha! There's nothing compared to a good bargain such as this! I thought I wouldn't have a chance to get that skirt! But I guess not many people share the same good taste as me. Mmm. Perhaps there is. The person who bought the size "S". Gah. Isn't it great! Oh my oh my! My patience paid off! Totally! You know how long I waited for this? 4 months!! 120 days! 2880 hours! And many many many seconds! Bwahahahahaha. Sorry. But 50% off is really too good an offer. I really must show off. And another thing that cheered me up was a long lost (about 8 months, to be exact) friend, added me on Friendster today as well as on MSN! Why do I feel so happy? Because she's a special friend. Someone like a sister. A sister I never had the good fortune to have. Someone I could talk to about anything under the sun. Someone I knew under special circumstances. But I don't know how we lost contact. All I know was I felt a sense of loss that I've never experienced before. Maybe we just clicked. But I'm just glad I found her today. =) *Beams* And I hope we'll continue to keep in touch. *Cross fingers* I'm off now.

Basket

"Reliable Source" (RS) enlightened me today about a certain someone. A certain someone whom I had chosen to believe in and whom I had thought would not behave like this. But I was blardee cheated. I don't like being lied to. You have no reason to, basket. Like as if I would stalk you. As if I would scold you or blame you if I had known the truth. So why did you lie?! You know, things always have a way of uncovering themselves. Either from people around you or you giving yourself away. You disgusting fellow. You and your flowery words. All a facade. An act. I'm 100% disgusted in you! Gah! I had such high regards for you. An undergrad and all. But you. You had to spoil my image, impression of you. Why'd you do that?! Don't ever speak to me again! Ew. *Puke* Anyways, enough of that basket. I watched "I do I do" with Pops and Moms today. Hee hee. It was a fantastic show!!! Haven't watched it? Better do! It's great! It's hilarious! And do stay till the end of the credits! Cause that's where all the NGs are! Ho ho! A is for "ang-moh-dan", B is for "ba-lu-ku", C is for "Ci-kway". Hahahahaha! Damn funny la. That sissy is really convincing! Oh ya, and D is for "D-24". OOh and L is for "liu-lian". Muahahahaha. Oops. Hope I didn't spoil the moovie for you. Hahaha. Exams are coming. I'm so screwed for Corporate Finance. Sheesh. The paper is in like 2 weeks. =( I'm scared. I've never not understood a subject as I am now before. Not ever in my 13 years of school life. But this time. It's serious! Emergency! Code red! May day! May day! Help! Think only Henry Vincent Jaury can help me now. Ey, Henry, if you reading this. When you free to tuition me huh! I'll pay you back the 90c I owe you. Hahaha. And sorry I didn't include you in that collage thing. No space ah! Paiseh huh. Next time k. M)phosis having sale! I shall hop down tomorrow to try to grab that black tweed skirt that's going at HALF PRICE. Please pray that I will get it! Please please please! =) Ok. I'm gone now.

Talk about being narcissistic. Hahaha!
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Things to do when you're bored! Explore your handphone!
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I finally bought my Guess? watch with high-quality Swarovski crystals!! 20% discount!
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Thanks

Thanks for agreeing to give me space. Really appreciate that. Time will tell. Thanks to all those who asked. Even the people I least expected will care actually bothered to talk to me about it. Quite surprising. I finally bought the Guess? watch! Zhenting got me a 20% discount cos' her friend is working at the shop! Wahahaha! That's one off my wish list! Was trying to do that polaroid thingy. But as you can see, I'm not very good at it. I'm off to try more "stunts" with Adobe. Haha! Will post them up if they are "see-able". =)

In A Mess

Thanks for the flowers and the cute bear with a necklace. I had a great time. You asked me for an answer. I don't have one. My feelings are in a mess. A total mess. I feel like I'm torn different ways. I don't know what I really want. I'm sorry for stringing you along like this. I just don't know what I want. I don't even know how to write this. I only can apologise. I don't want you to waste your time anymore. You will find another girl who will make you happier. I'm just not ready for anything yet. Maybe that's my answer..

Gong Xi Fa Cai

It's that time of the year again! The "Gong Hei Fat Choy", "Shen Ti Jian Kang", "Wan Shi Ru Yi", "Shi Shi Shun Li", "Shen Yi Xing Long", "Xue Ye Jin Bu" time of the year! Ooh. And "Hong Bao Na Lai"!!! Hope u guys get loads of "ang baos" and eat lotsa new year goodies!!! But don't eat too much!! Will get sore throat eh! =P I already got my first ang bao from Mummy!! And they are STILL serious about me going to UK. Darn. How ah? Love my nails now. Hahahaha!! May the year of the Rooster bring wealth, health and prosperity to EVERYONE of you!! Gong Xi Gong Xi!!

Favourite Song of 2004

I believe Yolanda Adams They said you wouldn't make it so far a a And ever since they've said it its been hard But never mind that night'cha had to cry Cause you had never let it go inside You worked real hard and you know exactly what you want and need so believe And you can never give up You can reach your goals Just talk to your soul and say [Chorus:] I believe i can I believe i will I believe i know my dreams are real I believe i can I believe i will I believe i hold it soon man That is what i do believe Your fools are justes singing, your soul aha And you know that your moves will let them show You keep creating pictures in your mind So just believe they will come true in time It will be fine leave all of your cares and stress behind and Just let it go Let the music go inside again the pain It just start to believe [Chorus] [Rap passage] Never mind what people say Hold your head high and turn away With all my hopes and dreams I will believe Even though it seems it's not for me I won't give up, i'll keep it up Looking to the sky I will achieve on my knees I will always believe [2x chorus]

Oh, and I got my first semester's results back! I passed! Not fantabulously, but I don't care! I just want to pass! And maybe if I don't do well enough, I don't have to go UK!!! *Shhhh* Don't tell anyone of my plan.

Back!

I am back! In more ways than 1! Back to blogging!! Haha, haven't been blogging regularly, have I? Nobody bothers to check back anymore! And I'm back at "working" at my Dad's! Mum fell sick, Dad was "help-less", so here I am. I'm sure Singapore Police Force will find another "hardworking" employee, such as I, very soon! Only second day I left and I'm already missing those jokers back at the office. *Sobz* No more CNY songs blasting from the computer, no more going to the pantry, no more lunch-time arcade session, no more debating where to go for lunch, no more joker using my dustbin! Boo hoo hoo!! But still, my responsibility as a daughter calls louder than SPF! So therefore, I'm here, and not at SPF. *Bleah* Plenty of things happening around here, in my head, that is. I've never thought so much before. My brain's bursting from all the thinking. Karen says I'm thinking too much. How can I not? I will not allow myself to make rash decisions anymore, I've no time for that. I will not allow myself to make rash decisions and regret it anymore, I've no strength for that. Therefore, I'm thinking. Application for Hall at Loughborough arrived in the mail today. No, yesterday. And my Dad says go. I was like, "Go where?" Dad, "UK!" I was like, "WHAT?" Haha, good one. He wants me to go to UK. Alone. By myself. For one year. With no friends there. I think my Dad's going crazy. And worse of all, my Mum actually agrees! Gahh! Mum, "Ya, go! Go there and experience what it's like!" Me, "You both have gone crazy." Dad, "Ya, you come back you degree different, you know?" Me, "Ya, but you want me to go UK alone?! One year leh!" Mum and Dad, "One year only what!" Me, *Faint* I don't believe it. Must I really? Can I not? I like it here in Singapore. With my friends and family. I don't wanna go UK.. Nobody there I know, no Simpang to go, nobody to talk cock with, no car to drive, no Orchard Road to shop, no "Char Kway Teow" to eat, no "Laksa" (!!!). That's nightmare already. And not to mention the helplessness I will feel, the loneliness and the homesick-ness ('s there such a word?) I will feel!!! Gahhh! I don't wanna go!! OVER MY DEAD BODY. That's it. I'm not going! Ha!