Chilli sauce makes good writing ink. Silly things to do at Mac. Started writing words with chilli sauce. Muahahaha. I had a walrus visiting me yesterday while studying at Mac's. And you know what, walrus can't write. Can't write "Hello", can't write his own name too. Hahahaha. I ordered a 6-piece chicken mcnugget meal and only ate 2 pieces of the nuggets. Talk about wasting food and money, for that matter. Yay, I got selected for the focus group! This Friday! Wheee! Muahahaha. They certainly took their time to call!! Hrrmph. But at least they did. Craving for prata and mee goreng. :( Nothing much to write. Except. There's no need to live up to expectations of anyone except your own expections of yourself. There's no need to change yourself for anyone unless it's for yourself. The person you love should love you for what you are, how you are. Just as you accept his flaws, his tempers, his seriousness, he should accept your kuku-ness, quirky-ness and love you just the way you are. I happen to think you're a very lovable person. There's no need to change. If he can't accept it, he should just let you go and stop trying to change you. There's no need to feel like you're in the wrong all the time. Don't be so hard on yourself. Live life the way you want, you don't have to answer to anyone, except possibly God and your parents, all of whom gave you life. No point changing into someone you are not. You're not a failure. A failed relationship doesn't mean that you're a failure. If that's the case, then I'm a failure 3 times over. I don't think I failed. Love does not have a formula. Human relationships are dynamic and requires all parties to play a part. It is not a one-way street. Maybe God just wants you to meet the wrong ones, so that when you finally meet the right one, you will know that he's the right one and treasure and cherish him. So keep finding, don't give up alright? *hug*