Everything is falling apart

Everything is just falling apart. I think I'm succumbing to depression. The walls I've built, for so long are crumbling and falling apart. I'm finding it harder and harder to express myself. I no longer believe in being honest and truthful about how I feel, because not everyone can accept the truth. And I don't want to be the one to stir up the dust. So ideas, opinions and feelings just get trapped inside me, hidden and get embedded deeper and deeper until they are forgotten by the rest of the world. It's getting harder and harder to breathe because of so much stuff going on inside. A sea of calm on the outside but wild and torrent waters on the inside. But no one will know exactly what. Because I've forgotten how to talk.

Got tagged by Eileen to do this. Heh. Here's the game. Introduce 5 quirks or idiosyncrasies of yours on your blog, following which you are free to pick up five more people to do the same thing. Ok I looked up the word idiosyncrasies on Dictionary.com, Idiosyncrasies A structural or behavioral characteristic peculiar to an individual or group. A physiological or temperamental peculiarity. An unusual individual reaction to food or a drug. And I think my england not very powderful, which is why I don't understand a word. So I shall just name my quirks then. 1. When I'm angry I don't lash out at people, I just keep quiet, really quiet. I can NOT talk for the whole day if I'm pissed off or angry or unhappy about something. 2. I can sleep sitting on the toilet seat in my toilet. 3. I need to mash up the whipped potato at KFC before I can eat it. Like mix it till it turns into like baby-food. Yummy. 4. I pick out pickles out of burgers and onions out of onion rings and corns, peas and carrots out of fried rice. Yes, even if I have to do it one by one. 5. I like to buy stationery, pens, markers, staplers, coloured paper, notebooks. Yeah. I'll go crazy if you unleash me in a book store. I LOVE STATIONERY! GIMME ALL! Ok, I shan't pass this game to anyone because I've already done that with the Se7en thing and the 3 Random Facts thing. Yeah. I'm a good person. *Cough*

*Cough*

Ok, cough's not getting any better. And it's my fault. I, erm, thought I'd speed up the process by erm, eating chocolates, so that you know the itchy, dry cough stage that my throat is in now, will speed the whole process of it turning into a cough, instead of this irritating stage now. But, erm, not only did it not turn into a cough, the dry cough is getting worse! Can't sleep at night and my sleep gets interrupted by the cough. Sad la. Somebody saveeeee me! *cough cough* Jap class is moving too quickly. Shuan! I need help! Tuition!!! Choir practice is starting this Sunday evening! Yay! Can see those crazy bunch of people again! Wowee! I gotta sleep now. Work at Raffles City tomorrow. Oyasuminasai! Ja ne!

Fallen

Link taken from Nad. Get yours at Lintukoto / Banner Generator *Gasp* The fortune cookie is right! selsel has fallen sick! My throat is itching so much that I can't seem to breathe 'cos everytime I try to, I feel like puking coughing my guts out. My head is throbbing and threatening to split. I'm just short of getting a fever. Noooo.. :( Must be the late nights I'm keeping these past week, watching Charmed. And perhaps the mahjong session last night was the last straw that my body could take. But mahjong was good last night! Because I won! Even though it's not for myself. Heh. I bet Mr Tan is very happy. I'm your lucky star leh! Only one house won ok! *pats self on back* Mr Tan was a very happy guy last night because he finally got his presents. I think he loves them, although there's a possiblity that he might just be humouring me. But otherwise, I think he's very happy with them. Ha. I have such good taste. Ok ok, I shall stop praising myself. Bah. Can't a sick person feel good about herself? Bleah. Went to Bugis Village the other day, Friday I think, and did this! Nail art! No, it's not a set of grown-out manicure, it's meant to be like this. They call it "graduation". I suppose it means the colour gradually gets darker nearer to the tip. It's cool! I like! The shop is located at the 2nd floor of Bugis Village, manned by two very friendly manicurists, Rose and Celine. And it's really darned cheap! No need to go Bangkok already la! Express Manicure is only $8.90! And nail art ranges from $0.50 to $2! So basically I only paid $13.90 for this! Wheee! I foresee (even without a fortune cookie) that I will be frequenting their shop very often in the future. *grin* And the Mickey Mouse ring, all thanks to Jenny!!! Thanks babe!!! We (Nad & me) went to her house this afternoon and learnt how to make earrings! I only had time to complete one side of it, but there are pictures! When she's back from her "Away" mode, I'll get it from her and show off! I made an earring! Wowee! It's quite nice, if I may say so myself. *pats self on back again* I'm looking too happy. Actually, twirling wire is hard work! I'm really concentrating! While Nad is more concerned about taking photos. tsk tsk. The completed earring! Not bad for a first attempt eh? I appreciate those earrings makers now man! Thanks Jenny for teaching! Ok, I'm going to drown myself with water now. Jap class tomorrow again! I can't wait! Better practice! Ichi, Ni, San, Shi, Go, Roku, Nana, Hachi, Kyu, Ju! Ja ne!

My first rock! As in my first rock that I bought with my own money! Muahahaha. It's puny, I know. Don't have to further emphasize. It only costs $188. What do you expect? It's small, but it's a start! Big things start small yeah? Hahahahaha. Ah, it's so pretty, I can't stop staring at it. Okay, I'm off.

Just turn on the switch! (A lot a lot of photos ahead. Please hold.)

In celebration of finding my internet connection, I have decided to post up photos of the stuff I bought over the week! Actually there was nothing wrong with the internet connection, it's just that ditzy Sel accidentally turned off the wireless connection switch on her laptop, resulting in the laptop being unable to connect to the wireless connection. Silly me. Anyhows, the photos! Pink skirt by Herb(s) @ Far East This pink skirt was going at 50% off! Wahahahahahaha. A girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do! Snap up a good buy when she sees one!
Purple tank from Esprit
Knit cardigan from Esprit Ok, you can't really see the purple on the tank, but it's really a very nice rich purple. I think my flash is too bright. Ho ho ho. And the knit cardigan looks darn good when worn. Ahhh. Good buy, good buy!
White top with flower details by Love Potion I Love this top! It's like courdory. Don't know how to spell la, you know what I mean. And it has flower details on it. Very cool. Love the collar and the buttons! Wheee!
Millitary Green Cropped Jacket with stud details by MNG Ok, spotted this military-isque jacket last minute at Takashimaya! It's super comfortable. Very soft and the studs are so cool!
Pearl necklace @ Far East These pearl necklaces are going for $5.90 each and it's buy 2 get 1 free, so if you don't need 3, you can share with your friends!
Beaded shell necklace from Bazaar @ Meridien Bought this together with an orange one for darling Cassandra! Glad you liked it! *hugz*
Flip flops by M)phosis I've always wanted a pair of flip flops from M)phosis, just so that I can get the bubble bag! Muahahahahah. It's so cute! Quite comfy, this pair of flip flop is!
Fuschia wedges by Charles & Keith How can I resist this fuschia wedges with those two cute pink plastic baubles on the straps? How can I? I can't. That's why I bought it. *grin*
Indiana flats by X:odus Finally got my hands on the Indiana flats! Muahahahahahahaha. Love the feather detail. And they had the colour I wanted too!
Pink covered pumps with ribbon detail by Ba Pin @ Far East So sweet! This pair of pumps is! Pink! Again! I lurveeeee it.
Chandelier earrings from Kiosk @ Parco Bugis Junction Love the purply crystals dangling! I lurve dangly earrings! More more more!
Black hoop earrings @ Far East A girl can never have too many pairs of earrings. Nad will surely agree with me on this. Hor hor hor? I should have bought these in HK. tmd. So much cheaper there! But never mind, I got them in the end anyways!
White woven belt @ Far East Woven belts are so popular now! They're everywhere! This is my 3rd one! Muahahahaha. I like white belts. They go well with everything!
Oversized shades @ Far East Instant superstar-quality. Heh heh. I feel like a superstar when I wear these. Heh heh. And maybe if I look convincing enough, people might think I am one! Like real la. Bah. No harm trying hor? Then we went to the Esplanade on Sunday during Lantern Festival / Mid-Autumn Festival / Mooncake Festival. It's also my Lunar Birthday! Muahahahaha, betcha didn't know that eh!
Ceiling full of lanterns! Heard these are made my primary school students from don't know where. Pretty nice! Very colourful, especially when they are lit up.
Lantern riddles Traditional practices during Mid-Autumn Festival include the guessing of Lantern riddles, better known as "Deng Mi" in Chinese. These are riddles in Chinese, usually very cheem, but there are simple ones. Which are still too cheem for me. Bleah.
Blue balls These blue balls are as representative as the "durian shells" of the Esplanade. See blue balls, reminded of Esplanade. Hahahahhaa. Trying an artistic shot here.
Mummy and Sel @ Esplanade Mummy didn't think I can fit both of us in the photo. She thinks too lowly of me! I'm the self-taken pro k! Dunch pwray pwray ah!
We saw Nancy Seet aka Hao Yi at the Esplanade car park! Sho preeeetty! And just as we were leaving! Guess who we saw! Nancy Seet! The lady who plays "Hao Yi" in "Zhen Qing" the super long HK drama serial. She's so cheery!! All smiles and very friendly. Ahhhh. Mummy was very excited. Hahahahaha. Star-struck! 'Cos she grew up watching her perform. Heh.
Jap Class Lesson 1!
Practice makes perfect! Had my first Jap class last night. Super funny la, got this guy who talks with his eyes close. Don't know why! But it's hilarious! I finished my homework for next lesson! Muahahahahha. I feel so "guai"! Haven't done homework in ages! Gee. Right. I have to go do my project now. Ja!

You know..

You've got a good friend in someone when all it takes is an SMS for her to finish what she's doing just so she can accompany you when you're depressed and lonely. You're emotionally stressed up when you sit in your car in the car park and cry in the dark. You're a shopaholic when all you do is shop and shop and shop for 4 days straight. You're sick of Orchard Road when you've been there for 4 days straight. Yes, it was Zhenting who responded to my sms and accompanied me on Wednesday night, when I was down in the dumps, feeling super depressed and super super emotional. Yes, it was I who sat in the car in the car park and cried in the dark. I know it sounds impossible to be feeling like I did for the past week, especially after enjoying the well-wishes and soaking in the love from my friends. But it's true, perhaps it's the aftermath of the party. Or maybe I'm just not satisfied and contented with what I have. When I know I should be. Doting parents, loving friends, not having to worry about bills, not having food to eat, not having money to spend, all these, I must have taken for granted. I'm so sorry if I've taken any of you for granted. I really really do cherish the friendship and love that all of you have showered me with. Thank you. Right, moving on to happier things. I've been shopping non-stop for the past week. And I've been to almost all the shopping malls in town, save for Paragon, Tangs and Lucky Plaza. I still have half my vouchers untouched! Oh man, I have reached a stage where I don't know what to buy anymore! Argh. At the last count, I have bought: - 4 pairs of shoes, - 1 skirt, - 2 jackets, - 3 necklaces, - 3 tops, - 2 pairs of earrings. It doesn't look like a lot when you list it out yea? But it was a lot when you have to carry it! I received my 5th bottle of perfume from classmate, Dawnn! Hugo Boss! I think my friends REALLY think I'm smelly! Right. I shall drown myself in perfume from now on. Shopping for guys is such a headache! I spent 3 days shopping around for a present for Mr Tan. From jackets to shirts to speakers to bags. I've seen it all! He asked for an iPod. Ha. He must be out of his mind. Study too hard already. So a bit crazy. Don't mind him. Eh hello, I look like I have a print-money machine right? But anyhows, I bought a present! Wheeeeee! So, well, he better like it. *evil laughter* Internet at home's pretty much screwed, so I'm blogging from the office. And until I fix it, no more entries! *sobs* Japanese lessons start TODAY! Yay! How exciting! When I master it, I shall blog the entire entry in Japanese. Muahahahahahhahaha. Heh.

Birthday Wishes

The walrus turns 22 today! I can't help but share this photo with everybody. You won't mind, would you? *blink* Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to Melvin / Mr Tan / Wata! /Highlander! Happy Birthday to you! It's so much easier typing this on my laptop than on my handphone. Bleah. Alright, the usual stuff, a smooth year ahead, stay healthy, enjoy good fortune, have loadsa fun on your 22nd! Most importantly, I hope, as you grow another year older, you are one step closer to achieving your dreams and aspirations, whatever they may be. You better like your present. *stare* *Grin* Love, me :)

I'm Sorry

I've always encouraged people to look at both sides of the coin before jumping to conclusions. But yet, I'm guilty of this sin, despite me preaching to other people not to assume and take sides before both sides of the story is out. A very serious case of not practising what I preach. Which I strongly abhor. I'm no saint, I fall into the deep, dark and endless pit of sins sometimes too. I'm only human, and humans are vulnerable, only to feelings. I felt betrayed, lied to, belittled, hurt, disappointed, angry and cast aside when none of you turned up. I must have been a very lousy friend, so lousy that none of you could make the effort to turn up to grace my 21st birthday party. I'm not defending myself, I just want to apologise. For jumping to conclusions and calling you all names. I'm sorry. I'll try harder to be a better friend in the months to come. Will you all please forgive me?

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Birthdates by Paul Sadowski

You entered: 9/10/1984

Your date of conception was on or about 19 December 1983.

You were born on a Monday under the astrological sign Virgo.

Your Life path number is 5.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445953.5.

The golden number for 1984 is 9.

The epact number for 1984 is 27.

The year 1984 was a leap year.

As of 9/13/2005 3:32:13 AM CDT

You are 21 years old.

You are 252 months old.

You are 1,096 weeks old.

You are 7,673 days old.

You are 184,155 hours old.

You are 11,049,332 minutes old.

You are 662,959,933 seconds old.

There are 362 days till your next birthday on which your cake will have 22 candles on it.

Those 22 candles produce 22 BTU's,or 5,544 calories of heat (that's only 5.5440 food Calories!) . You can boil 2.51 US ounces of water with that many candles.

Your birthstone is Sapphire.

The Mystical properties of Sapphire: Though not meant to replace traditional medical treatment, Sapphire is used for clear thinking.

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Agate, Moonstone, Lapis Lazuli

Your birth tree is: Weeping Willow, the Melancholy

Beautiful but full of melancholy, attractive, very empathic, loves anything beautiful and tasteful, loves to travel, dreamer, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with, demanding, good intuition, suffers in love but finds sometimes an anchoring partner.

There are 103 days till Christmas 2005!

The moon's phase on the day you were born was full.

Numerology by Paul Sadowski

You entered: Ho Suyi Selena There are 12 letters in your name. Those 12 letters total to 54. There are 6 vowels and 6 consonants in your name. Your number is: 9 The characteristics of #9 are: Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression. The expression or destiny for #9: The expression that you exhibit is represented bythe number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times. If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important. Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression. Your Soul Urge number is: 3 A Soul Urge number of 3 means: With the Soul Urge number 3 your desire in life is personal expression, and generally enjoying life to its fullest. You want to participate in an active social life and enjoy a large circle of friends. You want to be in the limelight, expressing your artistic or intellectual talents. Word skills may be your thing; speaking, writing, acting, singing. In a positive sense, the 3 energy is friendly, outgoing and always very social. You have a decidedly upbeat attitude that is rarely discouraged; a good mental and emotional balance. The 3 Soul Urge gives intuitive insight, thus, very high creative and inspirational tendencies. The truly outstanding trait shown by the 3 Soul Urge is that of self-expression, regardless of the field of endeavor. On the negative side, you may at times become too easygoing and too optimistic, tending to scatter forces and accomplish very little. Often, the excessive 3 energy produces non-stop talkers. Everyone has faults, but the 3 soul urge doesn't appreciate having these pointed out. Your Inner Dream number is: 7 An Inner Dream number of 7 means: You dream of having the opportunity to read, study, and shut yourself off from worldly distractions. You can see yourself as a teacher, mystic, or ecclesiastic, spending your life in the pursuit of knowledge and learning. Get yours at Numerology by Paul Sadowski Found this on Nadia's blog! :)

The REAL Birthday Post

After weeks of planning and preparing, the day finally came. And went. The party was fabulous! Of course, all to your credit!! I mean, all those who turned up and made this "turning-21" even more special and memorable than it already is. I just want to thank you all again, for taking time out of your busy schedules and for your gifts, but most importantly, your presence. I really really really really appreciate it and I thank you all from the bottom of my heart. *tear* Didn't take a lot of photos in the afternoon part, when Shuan, Michelle, Zhenting, Karen, Shuling and Lionel were at my house preparing for the party. Damn. I wish I did! But the camera was charging. Sian. But we had fun making Konnyaku jelly, cutting up strawberries and peaches, it's my first attempt making jelly! Wheeee! It looked as if it were going to rain, when Michelle and I were tying balloons (Kok himself said it was a "fu*king smart" idea. Yes I know, thank you very much.) to the lamp posts and the bus stop. Hope that made it easier for you guys to find the place. Hee. And while I was out, Karen, Zhenting, Shuling and Lionel were in my study, doing something secretive. Hmmm. And I was locked out of my own room!!! What the. Qookie and Henry arrived when I was bathing! Kept asking me to hurry up. Argh. My hair was still wrapped in the towel and I was halfway changing! The early birds. Lol. Qookie, Henry, Mich and Shuan. Although not as early as Karen, Shuling, Zhenting and Lionel. And then all the people started trailing in. One of the first few guests to arrive was Eugene (who had to leave early, so no photos of him), Poh and Karen (both clad in pink!). Actually, Kevin, the guy in brown (hugging the guy in pink, first pic of second row) was wearing a flower brooch! But urgh! Forgot to take photo with the brooch! And the ang-moh is actually ChienLing's (girl in white tank beside the guy in pink, same pic) friend, who's an exchange student from the States. His name is Brian or something like that, if I remember correctly. Gao (guy in first pic, first row) is really excited about wearing pink. I think this group probably is the group with the most number of people wearing pink or flowers. Hahahahahahaha. Then the Primary school classmates arrived too! My oldest friends. In terms of number of years known, William (guy in blue batik shirt) is my oldest friend! I knew him since Primary One! It's amazing! Must special mention, Mr Philip Chiu (guy in first 2 pictures in the second row) rushed all the way down from his home in Bukit Panjang (super far away) to attend my party! I'm so touched la! Rushed down in a cab, I heard. Dear me, must have cost him a bomb. And he's so sweet! He gave me a flower 'cos he said he didn't have pink clothes or anything with flowers! Everybody! "Awwwww..." I love this gang of people, because I've known them for a super long time, at least 10 years. And we literally watched each other grow! Although Kenny (guy in brown tee) says I'm still the same girl I was 10 years ago (except taller and longer hair) when he first knew me. Is that good or bad? Hmmm. But anyhows! I'm so proud of us! Because we still manage to keep in touch even after so long and have annual gatherings! Wowee! It's the thought that counts, I tell you. The BSC collage is the largest, with the most number of photos (actually got a lot more), I think no other group likes to take photos as much as we do! Yay, I love you guys! Seriously, seriously, seriously love you guys. Just seeing you people brightens up my day. One of my favourite food commie/shopping kaki/bridge partner, Chong-ah! My kuku sister/food commie/carry nasi lemak kaki, Rachel Lum! My photo-crazy sista, Nad! "Kong Zhi Tian Xia" kaki, Shen. Zoo kaki, Ariel! Lobang King, Lester! Mr President, Elliot. My "Ah-Pa", Kok! Lame but make a lot of sense person, Colin! My fellow committee member/classmate/colleague/food commie, Jenny! You guys made my term in BSC and Food Comm extra extra memorable! Sigh! I wish I could turn back time! I just hope we will continue to stay in touch! We must! Check out the number of people decked in PINK! Omg, I love all these people. Nothing other than pure love for me as a friend, would have made these guys wear pink or flowers. You know I'd do the same for you! *Grin* I love pink! Oh yeah, must mention! Poh went shopping for a pink shirt just so that he could wear it to my party! Hahahahaha, I think he looks quite good in pink! Everybody looks good in pink! My wonderful relatives! I love my aunties! And my little cousins! Wheeee! Cake cutting "ceremony" I love my banner and my name in gold! Credit goes to Karen, Shuling and Zhenting for cutting the letters out so nicely for me! The cake's great too! Got pink! I like! Dearest Mummy and Daddy, it's all thanks to them that I even have a party! Mummy paid for the catering and the spanking new digicam, Daddy paid for the roses and the cake and they did more planning than me! Have I already mentioned how much I love my parents? I think I did. But I can say it once again! I love Mummy and Daddy! The inevitable "cake-smash-face". Argh. The "every 21 year-old must go through" part of the party. I had to get the lollipop out of the cake (it's impossible!) and of course, get pushed into the cake, specially selected part with the most cream. Dammit. Why didn't I stick to pandan cake! Argh. I had blue lips and blue tongue after that. Pooi. But ok, I understand, it's my "retribution". I smashed too many cakes in too many people's faces. Urgh. Karma, baby. Karma!! Favourite girls! The gang! First pic, Karen, Zhenting, Me and Shuling! My bestest girlfriends! Thanks for coming so early to help! I really appreciate the effort! Really really do!!!! Then there's Shuan and Cheelin! All my favourite girls! Love them all! *muack!* 1B17 rocks my socks. This group, undeniably smaller, without Cindy (working at the Singapore Open @ Sentosa), Charles (in Thailand) and Weijun (involved in the Half-Marathon thing), has been with me, since my first day in Temasek Polytechnic. Totally, totally love them to bits. From year 1s, we stuck together as a group, even until now, we've graduated and gone on seperate paths, we still actually keep in touch with each other! I really, really hope that we will continue staying in touch and going out for prata, mahjong and chalets! Mark, Lilian, Melvin, Jinx and Mathew I can't remember what I was doing but then I noticed from the corner of my eye this group of people standing by the gate, looking very menancing. So I turned and I saw! Melvin! Mark! Lilian! Jinx! And someone unknown! Melvin, you kuku, you made me so sad when you said you were going to Malaysia for work and you couldn't come for the party! Then you suddenly turn up like that! But ok, I got a pleasant surprise, and I feel bad because I was quite angry with you the other time when you said you couldn't come. Hmmmph. But yay! You came in the end! And you brought the people I wanted to invite anyway! Many thanks for the Birkies and the Borders card! *Hug* My second surprise! I knew something was wrong when all the 1B17 people disappeared from the party. Then I was asked to go upstairs and wait outside the study room. My study room, no less! Hmmmph. I knew something was wrong when I went in and everyone was positioned nicely, with cameras on standby. But little did I know, this pink booklet would make me cry! With every page I flipped, I saw the hardwork and effort put in by Zhenting, Karen and Shuling. I saw the photos and I was reminded of how I met these girls, our first rollerblading outing, our first holiday in Genting and our first KTv session. How we've progressed from acquaintances to sisters. The last sentence sent me to tears. "We never know what will happen in the future.. But one thing for sure.. Friends forever." Oh god. I started tearing and everyone had a shock! And I was thinking to myself, "I must have done something really good in my past life to have friends like them!" But it's true. No matter what happens, we'll be friends forever. Alright. Now for the random photos! Tattoos! I originally bought this tattoo set for people who didn't turn up in pink or in flowers. But I was too busy with the people that I didn't have time to do it! So you see here, Karen and gang entertaining themselves with it. The black flower tattoo is mine! Looks super cool leh! I like. And I challenged Kenny Chan Mali Chan to a game of "five-ten". He says he's the king of "five-ten". But I managed to win him anyways! Once at least. Lester's new found friend, Jie Ming. Lol. And Nad's, Jenny's, Ariel's and Chong's stash of polaroid. All with me inside of course! *grin* Polaroid frenzy Many thanks to Lester who managed to borrow the polaroid camera that brought so much more to the party! Yay! I love all the polaroids! And the little black book that some of you might have seen, it's filled with well-wishes from all of you! Except for this "I Hate Pink" page, written by a certain someone... I know who you are... Lol. And lastly, the presents! Many red-packets from my aunties and uncles. Bikini from Joyce who couldn't come because of a bad fall, cherry necklace on bear from Rach L, various vouchers (I have one from Jurong Point! Thanks Qookie and Henry. *glares*). 4 bottles of perfume (Givenchy, Gucci, Paris Hilton, Kenzo). I think they are trying to hint that I'm very smelly. Clothes and Gold Hobo from 1B17! I still have $140 with Zhenting! Yay! Can go shopping soon! The trinket box from Precious Moments, from Polly (in China!) and Suet! And a cute little box from Happy House with a pair of earrings inside! Cool man! And I love the flowers! They look so pretty! *beams* The gold letters are now stuck to the wall in my room! Shall get a frame to frame it up. And the booooooo-ti-ful roses that Daddy bought. And the very pretty and fragrant flowers from Jenny and Irene! Yay, Sel's a happy girl. I feel very lucky and loved. I have nothing to say but Thank Yous and I love you all very much! I'm glad I have you all as my friends. As for those who didn't turn up, all I can say is you missed out on the fun! To a certain group of people, you people can just kiss my perky, un-tanned ass. Your absurd excuses just make me feel sorry. If there's one thing I cannot tolerate, it's people like you. Abso-fuc*ing-lutely. Don't worry, not talking about you, Ouyang, Cassandra, Gerie, I know you guys really couldn't come. No worries. I still love you guys. *beam* Ah wells. I just had to get it out of my system. Yay! I'm so happy! And I must go shopping soon! Wheeee! I love you all! *MUACK!*

7 Things

Before I post pictures from the party, I got tagged by Mr Aloysius Low ( I want my Supre!!! You better come back soon!) to do this Seven Thing shitdang. Urgh. I just did the 3 Random Facts thing!

Se7en things that (will) scare me

1. Flying cockroaches. These brown buggers seem to scare a lot of people.
2. Lizards. Period.
3. Loud, abrupt noises.
4. Not being able to sing.
5. Losing my parents.
6. Losing my friends.
7. Not being able to see or hear.

Se7en things i like the most

1. Singing.
2. Blogging. Urm, most of the time anyways.
3. Taking photos.
4. Hanging out with good friends.
5. Being happy.
6. Reading!!
7. Chatting with my parents.

Se7en most important things in my room

Bedroom or study room? Half-half la ok?

1. Laptop
2. Shelf full of stuffed toys
3. Past diaries
4. Photo albums
5. The bed
6. The TV
7. The toilet

Se7en random facts about me

1. I get sleepy when I drink beer. Whether it's Heineken, Tiger or Erdinger.
2. I was born on Mid-Autumn Festival.
3. I have a very good sense of hearing. So don't talk behind me!
4. I have 1000+ (and counting) photos of me.
5. I was in a Singtel "MydreamD8" contest and went on TV and magazines. Wheee.
6. I have 10 fingers.
7. I have 10 toes.

Se7en things I plan to do before I die

1. Go horseback riding and gallop in a big green pasture.
2. Go Egypt to see the Pyramids and the Sphinx.
3. Get married.
4. Have kids.
5. Watch a musical at Broadway.
6. Go to the Disneyland in USA
7. See the dolphins

Se7en things I can do

1. Type fast
2. Read fast
3. Touch my wrist with the thumb of the same hand.
4. Roll my tongue.
5. Not blink for quite long.
6. Sing.
7. Touch the floor with my forehead sitting cross-legged.

Se7en things I can't do

1. Tolerate liars.
2. Lie.
3. Stay angry for more than 1 day.
4. Tolerate stupid people.
5. Parallel park.
6. Smoke.
7. See very far.

Se7en things I say the most

1. "Do I look like I give a damn?"
2. "Whatever.."
3. "Oh sure.."
4. "Okok."
5. "You toopid neh neh pok."
6. "Erm."
7. "Hello??"

Se7en people I'll love to see doing this

1. Nad
2. Xingdi
3. Kevin
4. Rach Chong
5. Rach Lum
6. Cass
7. Alfred

The Birthday Post

Not. Checked my gmail and realised Mr Aloysius Low has left a comment in the "3 Random Facts" post and kindly informed me that I've been tagged to do this stupid shit 7 facts shit thingamajit. WTH. What a joy-ride this birthday has been so far, 13 hours into my 21st year as a human being, I experienced my first bus breakdown. *pats self on back* Wonderful. Was on a Express 518 and shortly after we turned into the Bedok Reservoir road place, the bus sounded like it was wheezing and gasping. Like you know it was breathing its last. It kept going on like that, until the driver stopped the bus and went down to check. But he came back and told us, "the aircon not working, is it ok with you all?". So we were all like, "yeah whatever, we just want to get to our destinations please." He restarted the engine and after multiple tries, the bus finally got moving. I think the driver was worried that the bus will decide to choke and die on the PIE, so he drove at breakneck speed. Bumps, humps and all. I never knew PIE was so bumpy. The bumps seemed to be multiplied 10 times when you're on the bus. It was hilarious 'cos I was just bouncing on the seat like some doll on a spring thing. Ok, we made it to the stop behind TTSH, in one piece, but then the bus decided that, "oh wells, I think this will be my last stop." And so, Karen and I were stranded at the bus stop, watching the bus smoke away while I was cursing and swearing inside, "god, why does everything happen to me!?" If it's any good, we got a complimentary ride. Bah. Thanks SBS. I got birthday present from SBS leh, you all got or not. *rolls eyes* When we finally reached Orchard, we walked around, wandered around, sat around and just waited. And waited. And waited. Until Jesse arrived and sent us all to O Bar, which by then, was already packed to the brim. tmd. I passed the midnight stroke in Jesse's car. With birthday sms-es coming in. *Thank you, all you well-wishers. I love you people!* Yah, so as you can see by now, we didn't make it to O Bar. So we went to Aphrodisiac. Don't know how to spell. We had the whole bar to ourselves! Wheeeee! The guy who took the photo for us very cute!!! *grin* And he's just about the only cute guy we saw the whole night. How pathetic. And not forgetting the psychotic BMW driver who kept looking and pointing at us. Grr. Psychos, GO AWAY! He stalked us ok!! Freaked the hell out of me. Argh. I very lazy to write out the story liao. Very sian. So to keep the long story short, it has been quite a happening first 13 hours of my 21st year as a human being. It was only a few of us, but it's good enough for me. Thanks guys! *smacks* The photos.. The bus that broke down.. Sians. Complimentary ride! My birthday present from SBS Transit. My bootiful grey contacts. Hwahwahahahaha. We're just so sian that the kuku bus broke down. Our final destination. Aphrodisiac. Wheeee. And then it was prata with Shen. That poor thing lost his handphone! Aiyoyo. Must be more careful next time alright! Thanks for the prata treat anyways. After filling our tummies, Jesse sent us home! At 4am in the morning. Oh god. But it was a good party. I like. *Grin.*