These are Rachel Chong's impressions. Muahaha! She gave me BIG eyes!
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I finally got through the webbie. These are my impressions of myself.
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Wheeeeee! I hate coffee! Coffee gives me insomnia! And it gives me headache! And it makes me HIGH~!! Wahahahaha! I'm mad. Hmm. I have a FLU! Wonderful~ Just wonderful~ On top of a cough. And I found out the cause of my headache last night. Caffeine. I seem to be rather allergic to caffeine. Or maybe just coffee. *choo!* Urm. So. Now u know. You can give me hell by offering me coffee. Hah. Oh well, I just revealed how to give me hell. Wahahaha. I'm really going crazy. You guys know where we can rent cars? Like erm, cheap and erm, new drivers, and erm, not 21yrs old yet. Mmm. I guess not huh. *Darn* It's Friday tomorrow! Yippee! Going to cut my hair (finally) on Saturday. Woot! Should be going to Chapter 2. Wahaha, and get a wash! Oh ya, talking about washing hair. Anybody heard about the "washingbasin syndrome"? Ala Economic Class Syndrome? OMG. It's so ridiculous. I mean, what's so harmful about washing your hair at the salon?? Erm. Ok, I'm abit frightened. But then, it's not like I go to a salon every other day to wash my hair right? So there's nothing to be scared about. Yeah. How very convincing. Heh. Oh yeah! Just a piece of good news. I RECEIVED MY LETTER OF ACCEPTANCE!! And it states that I'm starting with YEAR 2 of the PROGRAM!! Wheeeee! I'm so happy. And STOP asking me when is my class starting. It's starting on AUGUST 28!! Ok? Ok? Ok? Ok? Ok. Oh yeah. Donald Trump sucks. Sucks. Sucks. Sucks. And so does that Omarosa woman. Gah. Can't stand the sight of them. Donald Trump, YOU SUCK. Even though you're rich. YOU SUCK. OK. Enough. *Coff* I don't understand O.C. Wahahaha, but it has cute guys and pretty girls. So I don't mind watching it. Though I'd rather watch Meteor Garden. But that's finished. I'm so addicted to Pool. I need to play pool. I want to watch "House of Flying Daggers". And "I,Robot". And "The Village". And "The Notebook". Voila! I'm off. Sneezing my head off.

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Bad bad. I'm really sick. Sob sob. Help. Head is splitting up. Lungs are gonna get coughed out. Throat aches like hell. Ahhh. *No sound* Stomach is churning. How huh. I drank alot of water already. Alot alot alot. Bah. I'm off to sleep. Hopefully feel better tomorrow.

Wheee! I'm back. The normal, crappy, giggly, laughing, crazy me! I'm back! Hopefully for a long time. HAHA. But I'm sick. Bleah. Happily sick. *Mad* Went out yesterday to meet Karen and Shuling. Heehee, managed to play pool! Woweee! It was a great game. Wonderful game. Love these girls! I love pool too. Haha! Ok, I'm really crazy. My chest hurts! From all that coughing. Bah. And I feel a cold coming on. Oh mannnn. :( Short entry today. I'm off.

Count your blessings. Be contented. Count your blessings. Be contented. Count your blessings. Be contented. Count your blessings. Be contented. Count your blessings. Be contented. Count your blessings. Be contented. COUNT YOUR FREAKING BLESSINGS!!!! Don't mind me, I'm talking to myself.

Why Women Cry... A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him.   "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."   Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"     "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.     Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special.     I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort.     I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that manytimes comes from her children.   I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.   I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.   I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.   And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."   "You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.   The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides." 

Can't stand it. I'm so full of hatred and anger. AHHHHH! Need to scream my lungs out. Need to bash my head in, so that I can't think and I can't remember. I've got a freaking piano at home and I need a freaking piano teacher. Freak.

It's easier to hate, than to love. Hence, I'm learning how to hate. I hate it when people say I'm wrong. I hate it when people ask me to shut up. I hate it when I have nothing to do. I hate it when I have too much to do. I hate it when people around me are happy and I'm not. I hate it when people ignore me. I hate it when people break their promises. I hate it when people step on my slippers. I hate it when people blow smoke into my face. I hate it when I can't park the freaking car properly. I hate it when I'm irritated. Or irritating. I hate to be lonely. I hate myself for hating things/people. I hate myself. I hate you.

I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate. I must learn to hate.

I'm crazy. Don't ask. I don't know.

I hate people who "fly my kite". Just hate it. You, you, you, and YOU! Yes, you. Was supposed to go rollerblading. But because of you, we didn't go. Ended up watching Brotherhood at Tampines Mall. It was a "not-bad" show. Worth $6.50. Not $8.50. Didn't empty my bladder before I went in. Bad move. Wore shorts to watch a movie. An even worse move.   It's terrible to be cold and "urgent" at the same time. You understand, don't you? It was a 3hr show. Bad, bad, bad. Very draggy. I was right about Korean movies/dramas. Whatever. I was right, wasn't I, Koon Kiat? *Triumphant look* By the time the movie was over, I was half-frozen. Legs wobbly, fingers numb. Shivering inside out. Was late in meeting Nadia. Oops. But made it up by rushing a cabbie down. I'm such a taxi queen. Must curb, must curb!!! Met up with photographers Jeffrey (and wife), Kenneth and KB. Nice bunch of pple. I really want to try the Big n Tasty. Looks real good. Lotsa veggies. Came up with some concepts for the upcoming shoot. STUDIO SHOOT.   Ooh. I love it! Haha. No more sweating. No more mosquito bites. No more trying to find the right exposure. No more weird locations. Blah. Muahahaha. *Grin* Finally. A studio shoot. Been waiting for it for like 2 months. TWO whole months. Finally. I get to do it. Wheee! A shoot on the 1st? Hmm, maybe. If the shoot is shifted earlier. Hah. Anyways, had hot chocolate at McCafe, courtesy of KB. Muahaha, had 2 marshmellows that came with it. So cool. Nice. But a tad too sweet. Gah, wanted to try its Caesar Salad and cakes, but alas, no cash. Bleah. Then chatted awhile more, came up with more concepts (half the time I was just stoning), then looked at some of our photos, and I was completely stoning already. We left about 10:30pm. Haha, a lady was shooting us dirty looks. Haha, like how come we're done with our drinks and yet we are still stuck to our seats. Bleah. Got a ride home from KB! Yay! Save my transport marnee. Hur hur. Good good. Photographers with cars are an asset. Because then can do shoots at night and can go alot of locations! Yippee! K, I'm now high on chocolate. Shoots. That's what happens when I drink/eat chocolate. Bah. Shall try to sleep. Hee.

Boohoohoo~ Sel has jelly legs! Poisonous chee cheong fun and malicious Milo tried to kill Sel. Or maybe I'm just allergic to the potent combination of Milo and chee cheong fun in the morning. Took half day off and rested at home! Sigh. Think got dehydrated. Now am feeling dizzy and have jelly legs. Bleah. :( Raining heavily here. Gah. I want porridge!! Am hungry, but I don't think I want to risk eating.  Ok, am going to have my dinner. If I have appetite for any.  _______________________________________________________

Don't be surprised if one day I'll avoid you and be gone,
it's not because you've done something wrong..
but because I'm afraid to love and be hurt again
by somebody who can't love me in return..

Sel is has a bad stomach today! =( I will not drink Milo and eat chee cheong fun early in the morning at 8am again! Sigh. Milo gives me stomachache when I drink it early in the morning. Even hot Milo. Oh man. Sel has a weak stomach! Virgos in general have weak stomachs and are prone to intestinal problems. I swear the office chair will kill me one day.   It's early in the morning, 9am! Woke up at 7:30am this morning. *Yawn* Haven't woken up so early ever since Week Zero.   Ooh, met Karen and Shuling last night for dinner! Er. They had dinner, I was just a spectator. LOL. Ate at Geylang! I saw an accident! Muahaha. *Evil* No casualties of course, just 2 severly dented bumpers and 2 angry drivers. Hah. See lar, drive never look carefully. Heh heh. And Karen bought this really cute thing! It's a long stitch thing, in a picture of Precious Moments! Very sweet! I'm so tempted to buy and do one myself too. Darn. Makes a good birthday present. LOL. And very meaningful too. Hur hur. Set. I shall buy one next week. I want to go Library @ Esplanade! Hmm. I've never been there before. *Sulk* Think it looks pretty cool. Esplanade is a nice place to chill out. Hmm. WAHHHHHH.. didn't get to play pool yesterday! Crowded, that pavilion. And Happy Cup has closed down. So sad!! =( Darn. The only place I can get Bubble Tea has closed down on me.  And Nad went for a studio shoot! Without me! Sigh~ Couldn't make it. Sad sad sad. I hate the DAMN office chair! It hates me too! That's why it's trying to kill me.   TGIF today! Can sleep late! BSC having ALP tomorrow! So fun! I'll be going rollerblading! Yippee! With some of the alumni people. Sad that not everyone can make it. =( Toes are freezing again! Sian. And a mighty big pimple on my cheek. STEWPID. Be back later!

Dear Selena, You are welcome and I am happy for you too. Regards, Melisa. Selena To: Melisa May Li Subject: Re: Appeal 22-07-04 10:50AM Hi Melisa! Great to hear that! Thanks for the help! You cannot imagine how happy I am! Thanks! Regards, Selena melisa.toh Dear Selena, I am happy to inform you that you have been given a place in the 2 years programme. I will mail you the offer letter once I received this from the university. Thanks and regards, Melisa. ----- Forwarded by Melisa TOH 22-07-04 09:27 AM ----- "Rachel Lindley" 21-07-04 11:13 PM Subject: Re: Selena Ho Suyi - Batch 25 Dear Melisa John Calvert has agreed that Selena Ho Suyi can start the Programme in Part B. Regards Rachel ----- Original Message ----- From: To: Cc: Sent: Wednesday, July 21 , 2004 8:53 AM Subject: Selena Ho Suyi - Batch 25 Dear Rachel, Ho Suyi Selena from Batch 25 would like to appeal for entry into the second year. Please refer to her email as shown below. Your advice please. Thanks and regards, Melisa. ----- Forwarded by Melisa TOH on 21-07-04 03:53 PM ----- Selena To: Melisa TOH Subject: Appeal 21-07-04 03:19 PM Hi Miss Toh, I am Selena Ho. I just received news that I have to be admitted into the 1st year of the course offered by Loughborough University, UK. I would like to submit an appeal regarding this. I am a graduate from Temasek Polytechnic, having a Diploma in Business. I have already covered the foundations of most of the subjects offered in Year 1 of the course, subjects like economics, statistics, finance and accounting. It would be very unfair and a delay in time to have to repeat all these subjects again in this course. I am sure that I have the ability to do well in these subjects even if I advance to Year 2 of the course directly without going past Year 1. Please reconsider the decision. Looking forward to hearing good news. Thank you for your time. Regards, Selena Ho Suyi

Giving Thanks I've just been to hell and back. I thank the Gods, everyone of them, I thank my friends Nad, Rachel Chong, Mira, Alan and everyone else who prayed and wished for me, I thank my friends James, Ouyang, Alan, Kor, Nad, Rach C and Mira and everyone else who accompanied me in hell last night online, I thank John Calvert from Loughborough University, UK for approving my appeal, I thank Melisa Toh from PSB Academy for helping me submit my appeal to UK, I thank my PBC 3 tutor for teaching me how to write a persuasive letter. I am grateful for it. So bloody grateful, U have no idea. Thankful for every single second, minute of life. Life is suddenly bright again (Thanks 4 the sun last nite, James) I can smile, grin, laugh and CRAP again! YAY! I'm brought back to life by hopes and the love of the world. I never once doubted Your powers. :) I am not a Christian, neither am I a buddhist, nor a Taoist. I just believe in the powers of the Gods. I just have Faith. Faith is everything. Faith leads to Hope. Hope leads to Dreams. Dreams lead to ultimate survival. Without Dreams, humans are nothing. Nothing at all. Just a fragment in time. Hopes and Dreams, people, are the ultimate key to survival. Alongside Friends, Love and Faith. Regardless of race, religion and language, these are the keys that bind people of the world together. I know, because I've experienced it myself. I know I sound exaggerated. But it was really hell yesterday. I was brought back from the bottom end of the canyon, and back up to the tips of Mount Everest. Feelings toggled between sadness, anger, grief, hopelessness. Now I am only feeling 2 things. Happiness and Love. :)

Food Comm Girls again!
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Food Comm Girls~ Mira, Rach, Sel and Rach
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The original~
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Sel and Rachel Muaaaa... On her birthday @ Jupiter Cafe
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You'll Find a Boyfriend Within 3 Months

Maybe you need a bit more time to get over an ex
Or maybe you need a confidence boost to talk to new guys
Either way, you'll find a boyfriend in time...
As long as you keep getting out there and meeting new guys

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You Should Be With an Earth Sign! Your best match is a Taurus, Virgo, or Capricorn Why? You like your guys to pamper, wine, and dine you Not that you're a gold digger, you just like the finer things An Earth Sign will go all out to woo you - and enjoy doing it And you'll never find a more trustworthy or loyal match! What Sign Should You Date? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

I'm going to do something really really scary tomorrow. I hope everything goes well. Pray for me, peeps~!!! *Nervous*

Muahaha, no inspiritation to write anything, so am just ripping this off from Friendster Bulletin~   [NOW] happy or sad: Uh, in between both? sleepy or awake: Awake! hungry or full: full from eating Tic-Tacs dirty or clean: Clean! single or taken: Swinging single alone or with someone beside u: Guardian Angels sick or healthy: Healthy, I hope.   [WHAT] you last ate: Tic Tacs you last drank: H2O you wearing now: PJs, bwaahahah are you thinking of: hmm, lotsa things.. are you wishing for: a great job. Good pay, no need work so like dog. do you overuse: Money! I can't save for nuts. do you take for granted: Money! I just dunno the value of money yet.   [WHO] do you miss the most: hmm. dun really miss anyone now. do you love: Mum, Dad and friends. Close friends only, tho. do you feel most happy with: 1B17 people, BSC people, TK people. makes u sleep: the ray-dee-o makes you cry: I hope no one does. makes you angry: Irritating people. Annoying. enlightens you: Mum, Dad and some friends. ill-treats you: I seriously hope no one does.   [WHEN] is your birthday: 10 Sept 1984 is your wedding anniversary: Read: Swinging Single. is the happiest day of your life: Days when I'm alive is the saddest day of your life: Days when I'm dead did you last swear: swear as in spewing vulgarities? can't remember. Haven't done that for a long time. did you last have a fight: I don't fight. did you last cry: while watching that NKF show.   [HOW] do you break off with someone: face-to-face I guess. Unless I can't stand his face. do you overcome depression: Surround myself with friends, friends and more friends. Talk to people. And CRY. do you live your life: Meaningfully, I hope. do you make friends: Uh. "Hi!" do you pass your time: doing stuff. Hah. do you pass your exams: Attend lectures, draw mindmaps, study, go for tutorials. do you find yourself: nit-picker.   [WHY] do you normally get angry: When people break their promises are you that who you are: 'Cos I am SELENA! Muahahaha. Mad. are you doing this survey: 'Cos I dunno wot to blog. Hence.

Pool... I want to play pool!!! Pool pool pool!! :(   Shows to watch:

1. Shi Mian Mai Fu (House of Flying Daggers)
2. Ella Enchanted
3. Spiderman 2
4. King Arthur
5. Cat Woman

Sigh. I want to watch. Oh, they are not in order of merit/preference. I just want to watch them!! Any volunteers to accompany rotting Sel to go watch movies? Hur hur. Kidding. :)

Need to get money to go watch eh? Hur hur. Boring Boring Boring. Bleah.

*Yawn* Long day today. Slept at 4am this morning. Hur hur. MSN. Woke up at 11 to Mum's scolding. :(   About the same thing again. Not working at Baker's Inn. Bleah. Terrible. Today she really blew her top. Oops.   So in the afternoon, decided to pacify her by saying I will not work at Baker's Inn. Gave her the manager's number and she called. Haha. So now I'm jobless again. Sigh~ Terrible. And I haven't even started work. -__-!!! Really.   Then went to school in the afternoon to check out the campaigning. Hee hee. Saw lots of posters!! Lotsa Gini's, Nixon's, Aya's, Cass's, Loy's, Gerie's, all over business school. Reminds me of my own campaign. Sigh~ School days.   Had lunch at Mensa. Didn't even finish my spaghetti. Terrible. Bad karma. Hmm. Then went around taking photos of the posters. But there's something wrong with my digicam. Hmm, has a bluish tinge when i take during the day. Why huh? Anyone knows? V. bad you know. Cannot take outdoor day photos. :(   Watched Mean Girls at Marina Square after school. Was late! Oops. Sorry. Underestimated the time needed to go from school to Marina Square. Ha.   It was a nice show, basically. Typical chick flick with lots of bitching and cat fights. Haha! And pretty funny too!! Muahaha...   Had my dose of prata and Dinosaur again. Yippee! So happy. Fantastic. Then it was a long journey home on  a smelly bus. *Pinch nose* And I pity the person who sent me home. Oops. Thanks for taking the trouble, if you're reading this. I'm thanking you for probably the 5th time. :)   Anyways, my eyes are really closing.. It's bedtime! And I am not working tomorrow. Bah.        

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Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?

Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.

If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

*What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?

*People live, but people die.  I want to tell you that you are a friend. If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)you would be in my heart forever. Would I be in yours?

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What Name Should You Have? by Lauren

  Saw this in Rachel Lum's blog~

Happy Birthday Terry dear! Hope you enjoy ur 18th birthday with your friends and family! *Hugz* See you in school later! Happy Birthday!! :)

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Sel, Polly and Xingdi
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My favourite people! *Hugz*
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It's a sad day today.   The chairman of alumni choir has decided to quit. I'm sad. I don't know what to say. I'm just so bloody darn sad.   I see the poor kids on TV. Helpless and totally undeserving of their fates. Why is it always those families who are already in dire straits and yet get more problems. Must Fate push them to their wit's end? Is this the only way that we can see the kindness in people?   If I can have a wish, I wish that every suffering person who totally undeserve these sufferings, will be relieved of their pain, sadness and this feeling of helplessness.   But do I have this wish? No, I don't.   That's why I cannot remove the pain, sadness and helplessness that these kids and their families are feeling.   And that's why I'm feeling sad. And angry. What's wrong with me? I don't know.   I hate feeling like this.   I'm missing u dearly.   Who?   I don't know. I wish I knew.   Could it be you?   I doubt so.

Mua. Problem solved! Yippee! Changed my shift to Tuesday 11am- 4pm! Haha!   And I just had prata and Dinosaur. Hur hur. :) Am a happy girl again.   Almost beat the red light again just now. Oh man. Heart attack. Luckily late at night. Sian. Nvm, I'll get used to it. Bleah.   Performance was O.K. today. Just went to have fun. Not so much of a stage fright. But we forgot our lyrics. OMG. Scary. Derrick almost exploded. Oops, sorry Derrick. :P   Had a buffet spread after the whole performance. The food was good. Though I didn't eat much. Not much of an appetite. Heh. Played pool with the Alumni gang after the reception. Wheee. So fun!   Jeffrey and his stupid song. "Serena..." -__-!!! So irritating.   It's Selena. Not Selina. Or Serena. Or Selana. Or Celina. Or Selene. Argh. It's SELENA.   I hope this is not our last performance. Sigh. I'm not done with Choir yet. :( Nooooo...   *Urp.*   Am full. Hwahwahwahwah. I'm off. Nothing much to say. I love TK. Heh.

Hmm. I got my first day schedule. 6pm-11pm. I told my parents. Got scolded. Now, I'm told to tell Kenny that I cannot go to work. WTF.   I don't know what to do.   They bluff me. They told me we'll be doing morning and afternoon shifts. Maybe will get night shifts. Then first day I kena night shift. Heh.   I am stuck. I don't know what to do now. Help. Msg-ed Kenny. See how he reply. Die. Surely get scolded by him. :(   How how how. I don't know how.   Dad: You're a Diploma holder. How can you be doing waitressing?? And at $5 an hour!?!? I didn't pay so much for your education for you to be a waitress ok!   Mum: I thought you said you will be doing morning shift and afternoon shift. How come first one kena night shift already. What? Until 11pm! Cannot. Tell them your parents don't allow.   *Sian.*

Note to self:  1) Never play mahjong with Shuling again. 2) Never chat with people who have the tendency to go offline freaking early. 3) Never play mahjong ever again.  

I will not play mahjong again. I will not play mahjong again. I will not play mahjong again. I will not play mahjong again. I will not play mahjong again. I will not play mahjong again. I will not play mahjong again. I will not play mahjong again. I will not play mahjong again. I will not play mahjong again.

 

Argh. I am a sore loser. I admit. Hah. But who feels happy and ecstatic when one loses money? Tell me. Who? Not me. Uh-uh. Therefore, I am a sore loser. Bah.

 

Never mind. I shall just swear off mahjong. Don't tempt me. Not Weishen. Not Eddie. Not Shuling. Not Zhenting. Maybe if Kenny or Nad asks, I might consider. Muahahaha. Yes, I only play with people who lose money at mahjong.

 

I'm a meanie! Muahahaha. *Evil laughter*

 

In another 9 hours, I'll be in TK, warming up for my performance. Man, am I worried. What if I go out of tune? What if I get stage fright? What if I trip on stage? Oh my god!!!

 

Shoooots. Help me. Pray that I don't go out of tune or trip on stage. *Breathe deeply*

 

Selena, you can do it. Yes. And remember to bring your digicam.

 

Why am I talking as a third person again? *Slaps self*

 

No Days of Our Lives for you today. You need sleep!

 

Right. I'm off.

 

Did I mention I hate talking to people who go offline before I do? Sheesh.

I think Blogspot is being funny. And weird. Argh. Anyways, those quizzes were done at Quizzilla. Heh.

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Selena is a happy girl today! Why am I talking from a third person? Hmm. *Slaps self* Welcome home Nadia!! Yes, I know abit late. Wahaha. But still, welcome home darling! Anyways, I'm happy because I finally did my nails!!!! Only $20 at Parkway Parade!! Lookie!
New finger nails!
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Toe nails
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So pretty!
Posted by Hello Nice eh? Never had a pair of white heels. So there! That's one off my wish list! Yippee! I didn't go for my facial today! Oops. *Paiseh* Like pontang classes like that. I feel so bad. But it's really far. So lazy to travel to Raffles Place. Bleah. Luckily I didn't pay for the voucher. Hur hur. Saturday's coming! I'm so worried. Sigh. Hope we do well. So fun! Today's an AWESOME day! Yay! Spent the evening with Karen and Shuling talking, laughing, having fun! Just like poly-days. Sigh. Miss school days. And when we were at Simpang Bedok, the prata place, there was this group of army guys sitting near us. And one of them suddenly stood up, walked over to our table, and asked Karen for her number!! Wahahaha!! Shuling and I were laughing our heads off! Heh heh. She kept shaking her head, saying:" No, no, I'm not available./I don't have a handphone. (Her handphone was lying on the table.)" Like hello, it's quite obvious right. Haha! *Chuckle* Muahahaha, that poor boy looked so sad and rejected. Wahaha!! Didn't know Karen will reject people one. So poor thing!! Anyways, that means Karen still got "mei li"!! Haha!! You go girl!! :) I love these girls. We're the spice girls! I'm sour, Shuling's sugar, Karen's salty and Zhenting will be spicy!! Hee hee. Ok, it sounds really dumb. But I don't care. Muahahah. My bolster is falling apart!!! The filling's coming out! OMG. So sad. It's as old as me! 19 years old! Hee hee. Oh no, it's really falling apart. Must repair! I'm feeling AWESOME!! Hee. Nightz.

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Your Icecream Flavour is...Neopolitan!

You aren't satisfied with just one flavor. They say variety is the spice of life and this shines through in your Ice cream of choice! Just don't eat all the chocolate and leave the strawberry and vanilla behind!

What is your Icecream Flavour?
Find out at Go Quiz Yippee.. Did these two quizzes. So fun! guess my Bachelor is really accurate! :) And since I can't be pure strawberry at least I'm a Neopolitan! Got strawberry in that! Yay!

Am doing a facial mask now. Wahahaha. Mud-face. Can't talk. :X I got the job! I got the job! I got the job! I got the job! I got the job! I got the job! Er. Actually it ain't a big deal because they were VERY in need of manpower. Hence the "anyhow-Tom, Dick or Harry" also can. Heh. And I'm only getting $5 an hour. *Sob* Poor me. But better than nothing. Hopefully I will get ALL the day shifts. Heh. Let's see, if the shift is from 12-6, I'll earn $30 a day. :( How pathetic. Bleah. Wah. That's really very little. Yucks. I have carrot legs. Heh. Legs shaped like carrots. Well, at least I will have a friend to work with me. Although that person is Kenny Chan. Ah well, got lame jokes better than none. Wahaha! :P Met Kenny's friend, Paul Basically. Wahahaha. Basically he is a nice guy since he offered to buy food for us. And basically he's a poor thing because he's going to NS next week. Basically you get the point right. He loves that Basically word so much that he keeps using them in his sentences. Wah lao. Kenny and I almost bashed him up. Heh. Today was a good day basically. *Slaps self* STOP IT!! Uh, went back to school to have lunch with Rach C, Rach L and Mira. Supposed to meet Qianru and Gerie and Cass. But youngsters nowsadays.. *tsk tsk* Never turn up!! Yi ge liang ge. Terrible. Sort of had a birthday lunch with Rach L and went to support her Miss Seventeen thingey. Cool. So crowded. But didn't see the pageant though. Huh. Or maybe there wasn't any. Eh. My nails are too long to type properly. It's hurting. Ahh. :( But I still want to blog. Hey! I got a Japanese Name! Ok lar, I know it's not a big deal and act japanese ya. But still. It's a cool thing. Heh heh. Anyways, it sounds nice, doesn't it? Got it from Lim Jian's blog. Wahaha. You guys can try it too, the link is there. The election fever is raging! Everyone is doing their posters. Heh heh. So fun. Reminds me of the time I ran for elections. Sigh. Hope those who deserve to get in, get in. And those who don't, stay far away from BSC!! Wheee, can rinse off the mask already! Yay. I'm gone for the night! Tomorrow appointment at Modern Beauty Salon! Hope it's good. :) P.S. I didn't get my eye liner today! Hmm. And it's $11.90. So expensive. Sigh. I should go Metro buy. Got 10%. I gotta work two hours then can buy. Wahahaha. :)

Wahahahaha! I don't believe this! The Abigail woman is imitating that Xu Chun Mei person from Taiwan! Wahahahaha! So funny! But come to think of it, they really look alike!! Except for the teeth. But other than that, they are actually quite similar in terms of build and facial features. Cool. :D Yippee! Today I finally got to drive again! I drove Mum home! Alone! Wheeee! My dad had to work OT today. Heh. He's the boss and he has to work OT. -__-!!! Eeks. Got some insect stuck to my screen. Gross. There. Killed it. Oops. On a heavier note, though. I saw this poor old man in the canteen today. The sight made me cry. I mean, seriously tear. Right in the canteen. Oh man. I saw this old man with very severe joint distortion. I don't know what is the name of the condition. But I suppose it's some sort of arthritis that caused the joint distortions. He was dressed in a tshirt, covered with grime and dirt. He ordered a simple plate of bee hoon with only curry vegetables and curry as side dishes. He turned over and wanted to reach for the chopsticks at the other end of the table, but since he couldn't bend over nor stretch his arms straight, he had to walk to that end of the table to get the chopsticks. I almost burst out crying. I wanted to help him get the chopsticks, but I was afraid that he would think that I thought he was useless or something. Then instead of helping him, I would get a scolding. I couldn't bear to look at him because the more I looked at him, the sadder I felt. Sigh. He looked like he was in his fifties. He couldn't even put his left leg straight. :( I ordered my stuff and left. Didn't want to look at that pitiful sight anymore. Argh. How come his kids are not taking care of him! Why?! Why!? Grr. He should be resting at home. Going for treatment for his conditions. Why is he slogging his life away? Argh. I hate the society sometimes. Letting pitiful people like him, still having to earn for his own living. But yet, healthy people are begging on the streets, when they still have normal, healthy limbs. Begging! I tell you. Begging. Sheesh. I hate this kind of people. It's not like they're one limb short or blind or something. They're just lazy. Plain lazy, I tell you. Despise this kind of people. Along with people who cheat money out of the decent folks. Thank God for people like the poor old man's employer. He might not be paying him much, but at least he's hired and not having to sleep on the streets. :) Bless him. It's raining cats and dogs here again. Hmm. Weird weather these days. Really. It was warm and sunny one day, and stormy, lightning thunder the next. The skies are having their PMS. Mood swings. Hur. :P Am going back to school tomorrow! To meet the F&A girls. Yippee! And some Miss Seventeen pageant going on in school. Rachel's involved. Wheee! Good luck. Hope everything runs smoothly for you. :) Right, am going for dinner. Tao Huey and You Tiao later. YAY!

Memory Game Check this out. It's a memory game. I got full marks after playing 3 times. Darn. Terrible. :( Go try it and tell me how you did k!

Tell me. What's the point of spending $2000 to get a license and letting it sit in the car? Tell me. What's the point of having a license but not being allowed to drive whenever I please? Grr. I'm so damn blody pissed. Pissed. ROARRRRRR!!!

Liar. Liar. Liar. Liar. Liar. Grr. Am going to a job interview on Wednesday with Kenny Chan. Hmm. At some cafe or something. When confirmed liao then I tell you all where ok? Hee. So exciting. I hope I get the job. It's $6 an hour. Not bad. I mean, it's a waitressing job. So can't expect much eh? Actually I don't mind. Hopefully it's not very tiring. If not I die. I just need a job. Haha. To earn some sort of bread for myself. Can't keep getting money from Dad. Times are tough. Money doesn't come by easy these days. So can save must save. Woke up late today. So didn't go to Dad's office. Bleah. There's always tomorrow. And I'll sleep early tonight. After Friends. Stewpid rain. So heavy. Not going out to meet Karen because of the rain. I hate going out when it's raining. Especially if I am starting out from home, ya know what I mean? It's not so bad if I'm already out. But I hate it when it's raining when I'm going out. Hmmphx. Good anyways, save me some money and at least Dad won't feel so pissed off. Ooh. Loud, rumbling thunder. Got scared by one just now. Blardee loud. Been watching TV from 1pm, Days of Our Lives, till now.. Ch 8 news. Wah laos, talk about being a couch potato. Heh. Stomach rumbling. Heh. Need dinner soon. Ahhhh!! When's my registration package coming!! Hmm, was just thinking, since I'm going to get a job, I can shop! Wheee!! Fun. So happy now. Now. If only I can get the job. Darn. Wahahahaha, Iron Chef on Ch5 now. Wheee! Makes me hungry. *Growl* Be back later.

There's someone whom I'm waiting for every night when I go online. Someone I look forward to chatting with every night. Someone who always doesn't come online till very late. Someone who always leaves after 15mins. Or half an hour, if I'm lucky. Sigh. I don't understand why I even bother to talk to that someone. I mean, our conversations never get anywhere because someone will be too tired to talk. Needs sleep, someone says. Argh. Drives me crazy. I mean, can't you just stay for awhile longer!? Grr. Never mind, I'm used to it by now. So! It's 7-11 day today! Bwahaha, so funny, the sound of it. I just saw the announcement on TV. Heh. Oh well, Happy 7-11 day everyone!!! Heh. Am going to Dad's office to help him print some stuff tomorrow. Hah. Then go meet Karen at Parkway in the evening. Yippee! I must remember not to spend so much money so that I can do my manicure and pedicure on Sunday. Hmm. Am excited about Saturday's performance! Really hope everything will go well. Hope the mike is not right infront of me. Hope I don't go out of tune. Hope Xingdi comes. Hope Adyll comes. OMG. Hope someone doesn't stand beside me. If not I'll get influenced by her singing. =X I hope this is not the end of the Alumni Choir. Derrick Poh is NOT allowed to quit. Not while I'm stil in there. Hmmmphx. That's not very right. Sigh. And I guess I'm not going to Prague after all. Bleah. If no alumni member is going, I'm not going either. And I probably can't make it, will be having classes. Sigh. Yes. Talking about my classes. I haven't got my Registration package! Hmmm, it's already been one week. And I haven't got it yet! Why! I know UK is abit far. But it's already one week!! Hmmm. Take plane only need at most 1 day. Sigh. To and fro only need 3 days, max. Argh. So why is it not here yet!! Hmmphx. Ooh. New excuse today. Wahahaha. I'm so dead if anybody knows who I'm talking about. :P Bah. Am getting so tired of waiting. And waiting. And waiting. Grr. Tired of waiting! Don't know how much longer I can stand this kind of waiting. When I can't wait anymore, it's goodbye to you. Wahahahaha. I'm off. Nite. Love, Selena

I'm broke. I'm broke. I'm so broke! Looking at my wish list, I have a feeling I will NEVER ever fulfill them. URGH. Help. Anybody got any job lobangs for me? Sigh. I don't mind data entry. It's quite fun actually. URGH. I need a job. Anyways, after being sick for 2 days, I'm finally back on my feet. Woot! Went for our full-dressed rehearsal today. Heh. I think we did well. But apparently some people didn't think so. Sigh. Oh well, you can't blame us. Wahaha, we only practice once a week, so how to very very good? Hopefully when we have our full strenght next week, we'll be better. Ah. We must be. Because it's the ACTUAL performance next week. Heh. Saw TK's principal today. Heh. Priscilla Chan. Cool. I need a blardee job!! Ooh. I realised Parkway Parade is a very good shopping mall. Haha, plenty of shops, boutiques, makan places, carts. So cool! Yay! I'm meeting Karen to go there on Monday. Hur hur. I want to perm my hair! But I scared not nice. Hmm. Or maybe I should just give it a trim? Or cut it? New haircut? Urgh. I dunno I dunno!! *Confused* So many things to do. So little money. Bleah. Wahaha, had curry fish head for dinner just now! So nice! Yummy. *Drool* Wanted to get french fries, but Dad wanted to go home. Hmmphx. I'm so craving for "you tiao". And "tao huey"!!! OMG!! *Drooooool* Fixed another appointment with the Modern Beauty Salon. Heh. Oops. Think they're tired of fixing appointments for me. Bwahahaha. Oops. Anyway, I just want to get it over and done with so they'll stop calling me and BUGGING me. Hmm. I still can't remember the name of the beatician. Heh. Ooh! "A Simple Life"!! Woot. I shall go watch. Might be back later. Luv, Selena

I am craving for: 1. Simpang Roti Prata 2. Dinosaur 3. Macdonald's French Fries 4. Happy Cup bubble tea 5. Bread 6. Chocolate 7. Cherries 8. You tiao 9. YOU...

Sick. *Brr*

My inner child is ten years old!

The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
brought to you by Quizilla Rainy day today! *Brr* Cold. Wahaha, I fell asleep on the sofa last night. Too lazy to climb to my room. Freezing now.. Argh. Why is it so cold!

I knew it! I knew it! I just knew it!! I didn't wake up on time to go cut my hair and buy munchies from the supermarket. Bleah. I'm so darn sad. =( I should have slept earlier last night! I slept at 4am. Surfing the internet. Pooi. See, serves me right. Never mind, there's always tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and the day after the day after tomorrow. Er. You get my point. *Growl* I'm still hungry. Hee. Paiseh. Mum called home just now and gave me a whole lot of chores to do. Argh. I have to mop the living room, hang out the laundry to dry (or something of that nature), wash the dishes and settle my own lunch. Argh. I think I should just grab the bicycle and cycle there. Hah. Great idea. After I finish the chores. And before I die of hunger. Heh. Oh, I just remembered. I don't have cash. Bah. I finished cleaning my room. Urm. Haphazardly. Hah. Am no pro in cleaning rooms. *Paiseh* Just spoke to Jenny on MSN. She's in Alaska and going to Las Vegas. For a whole month! Lucky girl. I want to go too! I haven't been overseas since Chinese New Year. Argh. Haven't even stepped out of Singapore. *Sad* I want to go somewhere. Near or far. Doesn't matter. Just somewhere! Just tried logging into the TP website. My matric card number still works! Haha. Cool. I thought something like "Invalid password" will appear. Heh. But the silly "Graduand System" is not open for registration yet. Bah. Gotta wait till the 10th. Silly. Then why send so early. Bleah. Think I need to vacuum my keyboard soon. Can see little particles of dirt between the keys. Yucks. Oh and I accidentally popped my "Pg dn" key out just now. Scared the hell out of me. Haha, I thought cannot fix back! But. Thank goodness. Can. =) I need to go shopping. I need to buy something. Anything. Have you ever stayed at home the whole day? I mean. 24hours. Not stepped out of your house? Haix. I've done that a million times. Haha. So "hermit-y". Heh. Someone hasn't been online for ages!! =( Why, why oh why? Faster come online.. *Sigh* Aight, I shall go do my chores. Hah. Later peeps. =) Luv, Selena

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive.Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic. Wahaha, got this from Ouyang's blog. Hee. I think it's quite true ya. Especially the "Likes to point out.. mistakes" and "Likes to criticize" part. Wahaha. Hey, at least I admit that I'm over-critical sometimes and am simply just a nitpicker. =P But overall, it's very true. Every part of it. Bah. I'm so predictable eh? I mean, I fit most of the personality traits described in these websites or personality tests. I dunno why. But at least it makes me "understandable" eh? Like, you can't say you don't understand me! Hah. I changed my blogskin! Like DUH. If you haven't noticed after reading so much, then you must be quite cock-eye. Haha! I mean, it's quite different from the previous one, no? Layout is different and the colour is different as well. Isn't it nice? I lurve it. The image is hosted by Lim Jian! Wonderful friend who owns his own webbie so can help me host some images. Muahahaha. Ooh! I got my pay! Yippee! And I'm going to cut my hair tomorrow with Mummy! That is if I can wake up on time. Muahaha. Probably at like, 9am?! Hah. Then can go for breakfast and probably get some food from the supermarket to munch on at home. Yay! That is, of course, if I can wake up at all. I'm hungry now and I just ate like 5hours ago!! Why huh? Not like I shit alot. But I get hungry very quickly! Why why why? Got worms in my stomach. Ewww. Scary. I just "purged" my Yahoo email account of "unwanted-people's" addresses. Hah! I feel soooo GOOD. Just hate those people. But the darned thing is I have to see them during the Graduation Ceremony and might even have to sit with them. Darned. Disgusting. The mere thought of them or the sight of their email addresses reminds me of the foul things they did and said to me. Or about me. Whatever. Some people are just jealous of your accomplishments. Or just simply "kan ni bu shuang" (see you no happy). They think they're so smart. Writing in prose. Oh please. A person of your calibre, or rather the LACK of it, don't need to write in prose. You cheapen it. So for the sake of other people who might write in prose. STOP. And why would people copy you!? They probably did it so that they can sound as BITCHY and pretentious as you. Hah. Because you're probably the "master" of bitchiness and people just simply have to learn from you. And your "faithful followers", they're so pathetic. One's overweight and looks dumpy, another looks just plain dumpy, the other one has a gigantic nose which covers his whole face, well I'm not complaining because it's good I don't wanna have to see that face, another fat and hypocritical ass who thinks she's "oh-so-chic", who else? Oh, that woman who walks like she's got something stuffed up her "you-know-where" and lastly, before I forget, your FAVOURITE "yes-man" or rather "yes-woman" from "Not-so-far" away who fit her role just so nicely. =) Well, I'm just glad that I don't have to see you creeps anymore after August 12 because the sight of you, anyone of you, makes me sick and makes me wish I was blind momentarily. So I hope our paths will NEVER EVER EVER cross again. Hah. I feel so good now. If you're wondering why that sudden outburst of "anger", well, when despicable and cheap people say or do malicious things to you, you never forget the kind of anger you felt when you discover it. Like me. Some people are just so, incorrigible. One moment saying,:"Oh, let's be friends and classmates and put the past behind us so that we can live happily ever after." And the next, spreading rumours and passing malicious remarks about you. Oh well, I hope you get a taste of your own medicine, because you guys totally DESERVE it. =) And P.S, STOP sending me emails. I don't need your job offers. Sheesh. It's too late to want to make up ya. Too late. Try sucking up to the other group. Alright, end of whining. Haha. Sometimes, you just need to pour out "unhappy" stuff to be able to move on. Yippee! Zhenting, Shuling and Karen are coming over to my place for a little bit of mahjong tomorrow! Yay! Will probably just play for like 3hrs? Haha, just for the sake of "fulfilling" their "desire to play mahjong". Haha, because I just played yesterday! =) *Yawnz* Some Modern Beauty Salon called this afternoon to make an appointment for a facial this coming Thursday. It's @ 4:30pm at Raffles Place. Some Robinson Tower. Don't know where that is. Hah. Hope it'll be good. They are throwing in some free foot soak or something. Yippee! Just hope they don't bug me to buy their products. Cos I ain't got no money. Hah. They'll just be wasting their effort. Right, I'm going to watch Days of Our Lives. Nitey nitey, Selena P.S. Some photos: The Dino! Guess who it is! Notice a Darth Vader character on the right side of the photo? Sel and the Dino! =) The Dino unveiled! Mich aka Giant Pink Rabbit is the Dino!

Gahh! Just woke up from a nightmare. Involved some friend's friend dying in an accident and feeling really guilty because I felt that I was somehow responsible! Argh. The feeling is terrible. Somehow it felt like a dream, yet it felt so real! I woke up crying! Oh my god. =X I always dream about deaths. Either my own death, my friends' or some relatives. Argh. It's terrible. :~ Anyways, Mum's been screaming alot lately. Sigh~ And I've been the target of her screaming fiestas. =X I hope the maid comes sooner! Then she'll go back to screaming at the maids. Cos they always do stupid things and my mum just gets absolutely irritated. It's quite funny sometimes, the things they do. Haha! Especially when she doesn't understand what we tell her. Gets pretty frustrating sometimes though. It's like you end up doing everything yourself and you question what is the maid here for!? I'm off to get lunch! Instant noodles! Yay! =P Luv, Selena

I'm home!! Finally watched Shrek 2 with Aloy today! Today was packed man!! The mall was crowded with people!! The queue for tickets reached the shops outsides the cineplex! Wah lau. It was then that I realised today is Youth Day. So how come poly students don't get holiday?! How unfair. Pooi. Anyways, Shrek 2 was hilarious! I lurve Puss in Boots! So adorable!! With its big watery eyes and innocent face.. *awwww* And it's so touching!! Love is very noble eh? Giving up looking like a normal human being for love and being courageous and brave for love. Sigh~ When will I meet a love like that? So noble and courageous? I can only wait. And wait. Washed my week-old laundry today. Surprisingly, I didn't exactly change a lot of clothes! But still, have to wash 2 BIG towels and some t-shirts! Argh. Tiring. Especially the wringing dry part. Yes people, I DO NOT have a washing machine. All my clothes are hand-washed. My poor tortured hands. =( See, that's the reason why I go for manicures. Haha. *excuse* *Brrrr* Cold.. Fan blowing straight at me. *Brrrr* Played mahjong with Weishen, Ed and Kenny today at Shen's house. Was fun! Kenny with his lame jokes as usual. Ed bought FOOD for us! Yippee! But he bought the malay kind of goreng pisang, so not that very nice. He bought char kuey teow, chai tao kuey and chicken rice!!!! We only managed to play one and a half round! Cos we had to end early. I can't play overnight lor. =X So we started in the evening bout 6. Haha, took bout 5 hrs to play 1 1/2 rounds lar. Hahaha! Slow ah. At one point of time, Kenny was blibbering something nonsensical that sounded like a war chant. So I asked him,:" Are you singing a war chant?" Then out of the blue, Ed replied with,:"You Jian." Get it? "Chant" You Jian. *ARGH* Kenny's full name is Kenny Chan You Jian. Haha. Ok. It's not funny. =X And he "xiao xiang gong"!! Hee hee! Had to "bao" Ed cos he threw a tile that Ed mahjonged with! Hahaha! Sad case. At the end of the game, I only won enough to pay for my dinner!!! Sad right! Basically I only won $3.50. Bah. SO it bought me a packet of Char Kuey Teow. Oh well, better than nothing. The big winner was Shen!! He won $7! Pooi. But alright lar. I got myself a taxi ride home for free! Hee, so I'm not complaining. Yippee. And while on the way home, we were arguing on the cab about whether the car windows were really called "side windscreens". Because Kenny INSISTED they were side windscreens. Haha! So Shen, Ed and I were arguing with him while the cab driver kept LAUGHING. He laughed so much he almost missed a turn. Heh. They were still laughing when I alighted. Madness these people. Haha. I was soooo tired after the event yesterday that I was knocked out when I reached home. Haha! I fell asleep at 6pm on the 4th July and I only woke up at 10am on 5th July. Haha. That's 18 solid hours of SLEEP. Wahaha. Well, can't blame me, I only slept 4hrs the previous night, 3rd July. So yeah, I was replenishing my sleep. Hee. I wanna cook soup! Like chicken soup, those oily oily and really "bu" kind! Or maybe pork rib soup. Or maybe those herbal soup. Eh? Haha, I must try it out soon. Needa get some recipes to follow. Yippee! Sounds fun. Must buy ingredients and get mum and dad to be my "guinea pigs". Hee hee. I'm so sleepy now. *Yawnx* I haven't got my pay from the event on Sunday. -_-!! Hope will get soon so can cut hair. Or maybe I should just get mummy to pay. Oops. It's hard lar, when you don't get pocket money and you aren't working. Bored. I'm going to bed. Nite nite!! Love, Sel

What happens when you try to be Japanese? by hideto
Your Name
Your Age
Your Japanese Name	Umi (Sea)
Your New Style	Ganguro Gal! AHHH!
Your Favourite Singer	Morning Musume
You end up becoming..	A Jrocker!
Cash flow?	$833,512,492
You die..	From vitamin deficiency
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Eh, dunno what's the point of this quiz but I saw it in Sheryl's blog. I'm not sure which Sheryl either but I suppose she's the one from SL Camp Program Comm. Dad bought a sort of shelf-thingey for the TV in his room. Took almost 45mins to install. And I did stupid things again, earning myself a dirty look from my Dad. Which, I suppose, means, "How can anyone be SO STUPID?? Argh, but u noe what? I don't really care. Girls are NOT meant to do technical, drilling, nuts & bolts kinda things. They're just suppose to sit down and look pretty. Haha! So there. I tried to help. -_-!! Now I have "drill dust" in my hair, my eyes and just about everywhere else not covered by clothing. Sheesh. I went down to PSB Academy today. Thank god they were open for registration. It was crowded though. Saturday classes pple just came back from lunch/break I think. It was the same guy who served us the other time when I went with Nad. Some Lawrence guy who looks like Eddie. *Weird* Some blasted auntie stepped on the back of my slippers today on the train. She's so blody kiasu. She probably thinks I'm going to fight her to the seat. Oh sheesh. Please. Get a grip. Shot her a dirty look. Irritating. I gave the last of my nice looking, driving license photo to him for registration. Argh. So sad! Wish I'd taken more of that. =( Passport photos don't usually turn out nice you noe. Oh yeah, I also realised I'm the only one who actually smile for passport photos, IC photos, matric card photos or whatever other photos. Why huh? I mean, for me, it's automatic. Whenever a camera points at me, I will smile my million-watt smile. But my friends don't. Neither do my parents. Argh. WHY? I mean you're not suppose to look grumpy in photos right? After all those documents are like permanent? No meh? -___-?? When to check out the Fabric of the Nation after registration. Cool man. Many many many many many pieces of cloth/quilt joined up together to form a GIGANTIC panel of.. well.. cloth. But it was amazing!! I mean, the work and effort that went into sewing all those pieces of cloth together must have been a great deal and imagine the amount of manpower needed! 'O' I'm in awe. There were about 50 or so gigantic panels, colour-coordinated, theme-coordinated and all perfectly joined at the edges. So damned cool. Yes, I know it has been hanging there for a long time. But I don't usually go to Toa Payoh you know. Haha, I'm an Eastie. And guess what!! I found Mr Lee Hsien Loong's frog!!! Oops. I mean I found the frog that he stitched to be put on the "community" panel. Hee. I literally searched all the panels of cloth and found it! Yay! I'm so happy. =) Yippee! I found it!!
Fabric Of the Nation! The top left hand corner, the FROG, done by Mr Lee Hsien Loong.
Posted by Hello You peeps who haven't seen it should really check it out. It's really cool. Ooh, and some photos I found while clearing my phone gallery. This two gems we met at Aloy's Singapore Idol auditions!! They are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO adorable!! OMG. =) Little angels!
The little angel.. =)She looooooooks sooooo darn CUTE!!!!
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The little angel's brother! So cute!
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The two of them displaying their artistic talents! Heh Heh.
Posted by Hello Somemore photos.. This is what we do in the BSC Room..
Colin teaching us the finer points of playing Carrom. See, you put it here, and then aim and fire!
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Oops, missed. *Paiseh*
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Weishen concentrating! Trying to score his FIRST seed. Har har!
Posted by Hello And then there's "Guess-Whose-IC photos-are-these" game.
Game Contestant No. 1
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Game Contestant No. 2
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Game Contestant No. 3
Posted by Hello Long post eh? Haha! I'm writing my fill cos I gotta sleep very early tonight! Gotta be at Bukit Gombak at 7am for an event! =X *Sheesh* Who in the right mind will wake up soooo damn early to go for an event? -___-!!! Ridiculous. But. It's good money. Will probably earn me $70 so I suppose it's worth waking up so early for! Hee hee. Am doing shrink plastic again. Bah. 800 pieces this time. I'm so gonna die. Of "pek-chekness" and fatigue. Muahaha. And I'm watching Shrek 2 on Monday! Yippee! Finally. Sorry Aloy! Hahaha! When I don't make plans, nobody wants to meet me. When I make plans, everybody wants to meet me on that same day. Well, not everybody. But SOMEONE will just call to arrange a meeting on the SAME day. See. Karen just messaged to meet on Monday. Har. Never mind. Shift to Tuesday k? =P You know, I seriously hope that I'll get exempted from the first year. Seriously. Pray for me, won't you? Guess I'm done for the day. Tmr's going to be a LONG day. Choir practice after event. OMG. -__-zzZ Love, Selena P.S. Mum bought me a shirt! Yippee!! =)

*Yawnz*Long day today. Got dug out of bed by my mum. ARGH. She likes to do that. Said we were going for lunch outside since the maid has left, again. So now we're maidless again. It's gonna be a messy week! The next maid who comes will have to wash all the laundry that has been accumulating for the past week. Hee hee. *evil grin* Went back to school to collect the reprint of my results. Was actually expecting the transcript to be printed on some nice paper with a watermark or something. But no. All i got was my 3-year academic results printed on some flimsy sheets of paper with a simple logo of the school. *Pooi* TEN BUCKS FOR THAT? So people, I urge u once again to keep your transcripts (the ones that they send you) properly!! So that you don't have to spend $10 to reprint them on lousy flimsy paper. URGH. Feel so damn cheated. Cassandra and Gerie are running for BSC! Cool! I hope they make it. On another note, I hope that when they actually make it in, they do their best, put their hearts and soul into BSC. Sigh, if not, then the position should be given to someone else. But. Of course I'm sure they'll do their best. Whether they make it in together or not. Won't you, girls?!?! *STARE* Right. Mira has just MSN with a "Kenny Question". What do you get when you punch green peas? You're never gonna believe this. Black Eyed Peas. OMG. That's very funny. That's like one of his best "Kennys" ever!! I am serious. It's one of the funnier "Kennys" he can manage. Haha! =D The "jokes" (they are in inverted commas because they are not very funnie most of the time) that Kenny manages to come up with. It can really drive you nuts. Aight, back to blogging. Spent the day at Dad's office. Quite a few people came to buy cash purchases. Mum didn't have small change. So funny to see her flustered. Oops. Then got bored so fiddled around with my portfolio blog and this blog. Was suppose to write a check to Lxxx Exxx Wxxx Pxx Lxx but I wrote wrongly!! TWICE! OMG. First I wrote the amount wrongly. Was supposed to be a 3, I wrote 4. Then I wrote the company name wrongly. I missed out the Wxxx. ARGH. How is that possible!! Making TWO mistakes in a row. Blasted. Dad shot me a dirty look. Shit. I have started a portfolio blog. It has photos that are taken during the photoshoots I've gone to. Hopefully I will receive more photos to add to my collection! Yippee! But the ones I have on now are my favourites. Wahaha, I love my blog counter. It's in chinese characters. Very cute! Ok, maybe I'm sua ku but I've never seen a chinese character blog counter! Have you? Hmmm. I have just done a good deed! I gave a Gmail invite to my "prospective" classmate, Alan! Haha! I still have 4 more I think. So, who needs one? *Grin* Help me fulfill one item on my wishlist and I'll give ya one! =P I'm still twiddling with this blog. Like adding stuff here and there. Finally managed to do up the links section and found a pic host @ Hello. It's cool, very easy to use. Love it man. Alrighty, now that I've got my transcript, I'm gonna go to PSB Academy tomorrow to get my application done! =) Hopefully I'll get exempted from the first year and go directly to the 2nd! Will save abt $4k!! And save me the trouble of studying all those yucky, blearghhh subjects. Hee. I'm off to La-La Land now. Nitey! Love, Selena

Nad and Sel on the Sentosa bus!
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From Left: George and Kelvin
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Sel and Nad at HarbourFront Mac's
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A clean slate. A fresh new start. My NEW old blog. I deleted all my old posts dating back from 2002. There was Wensheng and Darren. Haha. Looked back at my past and smiled when I read happy memories, heart tightened when I read sad memories. But it's all in the past. I have started anew. I wondered whether I should delete the posts. After all, they were memories of things I did and events that happened. Essentially, they were history. By deleting them, it signifies yet another chapter of my life that is beginning. A graduate from Temasek Polytechnic. A soon-to-be student of PSB Academy Loughborough University, UK. I'm going to start my degree course soon. As soon as I get my ass down to school to collect my reprinted results transcript. Hur hur. But it takes 5 working days, they said. So I'll givem another 24 hrs to print my transcript. It costs 10 bucks alright. So people, please keep your results properly. Am thinking whether to go to Genting or not. But I can't seem to find any females to go with me. Why huh? Girls don't like to go Genting? We need to at least form a group of 10 then can get our own private mini bus. Sounds cool. Tentatively only like 4 of us confirmed. Sigh~ Looks like it ain't gonna fall through. Went for my third photoshoot yesterday with Nadia. Went all the way to Sentosa. Damn far away. Irene did our make up. My face was peeling and my eye was swollen. Again. Think there's something wrong with my left eye. Darn. Some of the pics turned out with one of my eyes smaller than the other. Haha. Looked like some abnormal person. Bah. I suppose there will be some nice ones tho. I hope. Here's Above are a couple taken by Nadia's spanking new digi cam. Yes yes. I know it's 5.1 mega pixels, Carl Zeiss lens, blah blah.. Damn. I'm so jealous of it. =X I shall get my hands on one too. Alright, that's all for my first post in my new old blog. Hee hee.. Am still learning how to put up the links. Am so proud of myself. Only took me a couple of hours to put up the tagboard and the rest of the stuff. Haha! I'm a genius!! =) Kidding. Alright. I'm going off to watch TV. Meteor Garden later. Might be back. =P